What should i do. i am stuck in a bad situation and i need your opinion.(LITTLE LONG)?

i arranged married a guy 6 years ago. he was from southeast Asia and came to US. WELL mostly they marry u to come to America. i mean u would think he would appreciate me giving him good life but no he went crazy and made sure that i was not happy. he freaked me out when he started getting mad at me for watching music songs. i mean anything to pick a fite even if my bra strap was out he would say oo american women like to fuking show their Pu** y. anyways i get pregnant and during pregnancy i find out he was watching porn. so while i couldn't even watch a regular rap video he was watching porn etc etc. talk about acting. he was really sorry and said never happen again and will not hurt me. he promised me if he did he will leave me. i believed everything because i have soft heart. i started school and he started watching porn to the point i had to practically ask for sex. i mean is it normal that u just watch porn and not have sex. and i knew it but i didnt ever tell him that i have spyware installed. i wanted him to come to me. i mean after 2 years i told him and he started having normal se'x. i even watched porn with him. so I am the one who compromised. so thinking we are better i get pregnant and he started doing same **** but this time he physcially abused m couple of times because i pushed him or i held him by collar because he said something nasty. my parents dont support me to leave him i have nobody when i leave him. i have to wait to be stable in my career so i dont need nobody and its hard to wait that long when u resent somebody from your core.i never cheated or even thought about another guy while he tells me its just natural for him. i mean is it natural for a guy to deny his wife sex and go to porn. i get hit on most of time and i dont even wear any type of revealing clothing and i have to beg him for sex. i am embarrased that i am with this guy after all this. i am embarrased that i let some dude from some tiny poor village make me miserable. i mean are all men like him. now he plays mind games. he doesnt eat until i talk to him or hits himself when i get mad. its really pathetic and sad. he breaks things even though its his fault. i mean he is the one who is telling me that we have no relationship. i dont know what should i do. be realistic please.